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A Galaxy Hoodie Girl

I am not satisfying on what I draw here. Many things were drawn wrong, imperfect lines. Well, I am a lazy shit on doing practicing watercolor. For me, if I feel to do the thing, then I must do right now. Inspiration and the feeling to do are important to me. If the feels gone, follow the motivation. Things how it works on me.  This is what I got when you are lazy and have no to little knowledge on watercolor.  In soon or later gonna re-draw this again. 

A Dream That I Fell in love with The Enemy Boss

I enter to a world. A world full of Nothing but a maze. This time, I'm Not alone. There we two group of people One is our, to find a way out And the other was a bad one which stops us from getting out. At some point, we finally found a way to escape. But the boss of the group has created a weapon. A weapon which will kill us. In the chasing and defense battle, we manage to survive. I, the one who grabbed the weapon and kill their members. Thus, I manage to protect my people to escape. The boss finds out. I quickly rush to a place trying to dispose of the weapon. But I failed. The boss has captured me. Wants me to surrender the weapon. Then I started to exchange a deal. A deal which let my people escape and I will stay. The boss thinks for a minute and nodded his head. My people and the other has escaped. It just left me with the boss. He kept me with him and not going to kill me. We wander round in this world. It is weird

Caramel Pudding

A Watercolor Scenery

Trying to paint a scenery but it ends up something not what I expected. Watercolor, you are hard to use.  After watching some tutorial, I found that "gouache" maybe is what I need. The consistency of gouache is controllable than the watercolor, I guess. Well, after I finish using watercolor, I think I may change to gouache to paint. 

First Watercolor Painting

This is kinda embarrassing to post this. So sloppy and so elementary level. Well,  I've been stopped "painting" since from high school. My painting tools had been donated to another person. Ever since i am so regretting to give away to another people just like that. And now, I have to buy all the tools over again so that I can start "painting". The desire to paint has it over me for so many months. Finally, bought my own tools and I am able to express my imagination through painting. I think this can be considered as my first try as an adult? There are still so many techniques to learn in order to paint my own desire picture. Hopefully to master those techniques as soon as possible, tho.

Kizuna Ai

"はい、ども!バーチャルユーチューバー、キズナアイです!" "Hi, domo! Virtual Youtuber, Kizuna Ai desu!" Yup, the most adorable YouTuber I have ever seen. I just like her expression and her voice. Can't told you how much I addicted to her. But, she cute. So, I tried to draw her. And... Here it is, not very alike her but it's her.

A Pool Dream

I was standing in a pool with a bunch of people. Mainly, kids, I assume. I felt weird because everyone is looking at me as I should not be there. There were two group of people. The first group, kids that are trying to learn swimming or just playing around. The 2nd group is where their age is a little bit older. It was like they have a swimming club or something. Then I realize I am so wrong to be there as I am not belong to those two group.  I looked everywhere and find no other person like me. I swim to the side as I tried to get out from the pool. I saw a group of people, including my two friends which do not belong to the two groups, were bathing under a shower. I looked at them and they looked at me. I can see they are not gonna tell me that the pool is being used for practices and any other person does not allow in the pool. I felt so awkward enough and quickly swim to the side to get out of the pool. Then, a sudden change here. The older group of people started

A Chase and Hide Dream

It started I chased by a man. Of course, can't remember well of his face. For some reason, I was finding a way to escape from that man and weirdly it was just me but Another person as well. She and I constantly finding letters which are H and I in order to move to Another place. Somehow the letters act like teleportation. If I remember h letter is moving forward and backward (between a room space) and I is to move to a new place. We both keep searching while finding a place to hide. We hide in a closet, under bed/chair… By almost at the end of the dream, the man found us and he was closer and closer toward us. Under that circumstances, we had to focus on finding the letter l as we believe we can safely escape from there. Oddly and weirdly, when the man almost got me, my dream change, but not awake. It was now I am all alone. The Another girl disappears. However, I still conscious about to escape from that place. As I keep walking, I saw a b

Dessert

Classic Doughnut Sprinkle with Powdered Sugar 

Return [9]

I opened the door, Take a deep breath. One foot stepping into the path and follows by another. The front path is so dark and misty. It is so unclear to know what is ahead of me. As I keep walking forward, I try to constrain my fear. Keep telling myself to be brave. Everything will be ok. Once I decided not to return back, I should keep moving on. However, as I keep moving forward, The inner fear, The feel of terrifying, Keep on growing. Until a point, I cannot hold anymore. I stop moving. Standing at where I am and thinking of turning back. The darkness slowly moving towards me. I'm too scare. Looks like I have to turn back. I run back to where I begin, Run back to the front door. I failed... I failed to move forward. Again... Everything is back to square one. I am still standing at where the beginning is. Once again, my clock stops ticking again. Everything has to start all over again... In the end of the day, I am still searching m

A Terrified Dream

I don't know have you ever experience any realistic dream.  Well, it just happened to me. Just recent, I dreamt of something. Something terrified.  It was a man, chasing my family and I. Until he cornered us into a room, my bedroom. We tried to close the door as fast as we can. However, we failed. he kicked off the door and pointing the gun at me. For an unknown reason, I was brave enough. Too brave to kick him away but that was failed. He is angry. He grabs me with his hairy buff arm, strangle my neck as to avoid I escaped. Then, He pointed the gun at my forehead and I can feel he is going to open fire.  And that moment, I know this is a dream so, I tried to force myself to wake up.  I woke up.  My heart beat so fast. I was so real. Too real. What was that about? The man he grabs me, the gun was ready to fire. I can feel it.  That... That was too terrified. 

The Doors [8]

Standing in front of a stranger door, Wondering where will it take me to. Within so many doors, The red door, The yellow door, The green forest like door, The black door, The normal door... Within so many choices, Wondering what should I pick. Unknown why, I walk to this door. A door with no knob, A strange pattern on the door surface. Wondering what is on the back of this door. Should I open it? Is it the right thing to choose this? Among this door, why do I choose this? I have chosen this path. Whatever behind this door, I must accept it. No matter how scared, How terrify I am. I should bravely move forward. No more excessive thinking. Set my foot one step ahead. I should not look back. I should move forward. I have to let my clock ticking again, I have to continue to my path. And so to let a new journey begin.